Algo esta cambiando

"No se ve pero siento que hay en mi algo esta cambiando." - Julieta Venegas


It was never my intention to change my personality or become the person that I am today. In fact I was happy with myself and my life. That is, until I got out the bubble that I had subconsciously created around me.I am at the core a good person, and I try to avoid hurting others. But I can't seem to evolve to the next state of being because I spend far too much time trying to please others. I never thought about the relationship with myself;working on my character and what I want it to be.I realized I lacked in so many things and even felt insecure at times. I guess thats why I always felt like I needed some one there, to make me feel like I'm worth having but now I feel like I don't need anyone to tell me how great I can be.

I KNOW I AM NOT ALONE ON THIS.

I have spent most of my teenage years, going from relationship to relationship, so when one didn't work out, I moved to the next. Each one of them creating the person that I am today. Its been a while since the last time I remember being SINGLE ( like 4 years) and I must say I feel better than ever. I began to find myself: the things I was interested in, the personality I've always been too shy to express, the group of friends who would expand my mind with new exciting things. And I've finally become comfortable with the idea of being by myself.

That is why I've made it my mission to stay single for a while, not only to hinder being in a relationship but to allow myself (mind and spirit) to grow infinitely, without anyone or anything being in the way.

And so I will begin the best, possibly strangest years of my life.


Dedicated to my best friend Bruja and my Jessica For always being there and loving me unconditionally.
To my lover Giselle, for introducing me to the other side of the game.
To all my X's ( Augusto, Ralphy, José, Chris). Thanks for the memories. You guys play a big part in the outcome of all this. It would've not been possible without you guys.
and to anyone who has in some way made me think differently about things to help me better myself.


Con esto me despido,
-Carolina, o mejor dicho, Mercedes