So I'm obviously not a blogger...hmmm
So it's been a while since i posted something perhaps anything. A lot been going on and nothing at all at the same time. Summer is now gone and the fall approaches. I had a quick overview of my summer. I can't complain i had a good one. After the spring semester was gone and done with i flew to Puerto Rico where i spent 10 days. It was a good getaway which i needed. I was a bit nervous about leaving. It was the first time i was going to be away from home on my own. Definitely had lots of fun unforgettable nights. I learned a lot about my self and others.
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El moro in Viejo San Juan
After Puerto Rico i came back to reality. I spent the rest my summer unemployed but not unproductive! I can say I pretty much began taking more care of myself now that i didn't have a job . You spend so much time during the year working and going to school, that you forget to focus on your health and your well being. Not to mention i gained 20lbs in the past 6 months.
As the fall and the cold breeze approaches is now time to take out the hoodies, light jackets and kicks and that extra cover to sleep at night. Which also reminds me how I wish i had that significant other by my side to warm those cold winter nights.
Its sad to say its hard to find that nowadays.
And sometimes you find this one guy, that makes you think that all of the above is not true; That there is hope in this world full of madness. You forget about all the wrongs you had in the past and you smile again and you feel as if you probably can give LOVE another chance. but what happens, we always want more. and as we expect more, the less we get.
All i really want is someone to cuddle with and eat ice cream with. Is it hard to find? Am i asking for too much?
I don't know. Perhaps what I've been dealing with is boys, not Men. I do have hope that there are MEN out there that have a lot to offer. A Man i can feel secure with. I'm done dealing with BOYS who don't know what they want.
As for now, I'm done dating and dealing with the whole, " he hasn't text me, or called me, why?"
I'm gonna focus in school and other more important relationships in my life. When the real man is ready to deal with a woman like my self he will come.
Mean while, I'll ride with the best friend and the other good close ones.
Boat Ride
So it's been a while since i posted something perhaps anything. A lot been going on and nothing at all at the same time. Summer is now gone and the fall approaches. I had a quick overview of my summer. I can't complain i had a good one. After the spring semester was gone and done with i flew to Puerto Rico where i spent 10 days. It was a good getaway which i needed. I was a bit nervous about leaving. It was the first time i was going to be away from home on my own. Definitely had lots of fun unforgettable nights. I learned a lot about my self and others.
.
El moro in Viejo San Juan
After Puerto Rico i came back to reality. I spent the rest my summer unemployed but not unproductive! I can say I pretty much began taking more care of myself now that i didn't have a job . You spend so much time during the year working and going to school, that you forget to focus on your health and your well being. Not to mention i gained 20lbs in the past 6 months.
That's why this summer I' spend it working out and eating healthier. And although I didn't get the results i was hoping for i feel happy with the way i am and how i look.
As the fall and the cold breeze approaches is now time to take out the hoodies, light jackets and kicks and that extra cover to sleep at night. Which also reminds me how I wish i had that significant other by my side to warm those cold winter nights.
Its sad to say its hard to find that nowadays.
I was having this conversation wit my best friend today about boys of course. We just don't get it. How does one young, intelligent, funny, not mention, good looking girl, is single in New York? it seems as if everyday possibilities of finding that significant other gets more difficult and more narrow. maybe it is true what they say, there are three types of males out there: the ones who are gay, the ones who screw ya and the rest don't know how to screw you.
Where's the happy ending in that??And sometimes you find this one guy, that makes you think that all of the above is not true; That there is hope in this world full of madness. You forget about all the wrongs you had in the past and you smile again and you feel as if you probably can give LOVE another chance. but what happens, we always want more. and as we expect more, the less we get.
All i really want is someone to cuddle with and eat ice cream with. Is it hard to find? Am i asking for too much?
I don't know. Perhaps what I've been dealing with is boys, not Men. I do have hope that there are MEN out there that have a lot to offer. A Man i can feel secure with. I'm done dealing with BOYS who don't know what they want.
As for now, I'm done dating and dealing with the whole, " he hasn't text me, or called me, why?"
I'm gonna focus in school and other more important relationships in my life. When the real man is ready to deal with a woman like my self he will come.
Mean while, I'll ride with the best friend and the other good close ones.
Boat Ride
